Killing me softly..
My 1 hour with you is wasted on waiting..
:'(
your hand in mine♥
7:02:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Dear Diary,
The most saddest feeling ever when you worry and waited for someone
to come back the whole night but he/she just went hm and straight to sleep not
even bothering to read the link i gave.
I dont know whether i shld be happy, sad or even angry.
Happy because he came bk safe and sound, sad because im ignored, angry because he dont event bother. I know he's tired working but i cant help having this stupid feeling.
Haiz.
your hand in mine♥
7:48:00 AM
Dear Diary,
Its been a awhile or shall i say a long time since i've abandoned you.
I guess.. Turning into writing is the best way right now to let out steam, whatever is kept secret in my heart.
To me, love no longer exist after i failed 3 relationships. It lasted years but it ended up with nothing but heartbreaks. It was so painful that i told myself to pull the handbrake and relationships became BIG NO NO for the meantime. And so, I enjoyed a carefree life for a period of time. Stress free, no heartbreaks.
It was not long after i met a guy in a club which i frequent with my girls.
He took my breath away with his smile on the first day we met. Oh yes, i fell in love all over again.
Its still fresh in memory on how he took care of me on that day and the first hug we had.
Praises to God.. Close to 4 mths, we are still standing strong despite the silly fights and misunderstandings. We are so attached to each other that we make it a point to meet each single day no matter how tight our schedules are.
To Him,
I know im not good in expressing my love for you.. and i rarely say it out..
But thank you. Thank you for being very patience with me, thank you for standing by me through the good and bad times, thank you for accepting my flaws, but most of all thank you for accpeting me the way i am. You're just like an angel in disguise and i love you.
And remember, no matter what happen and no matter how hard the obstacles is, i'll always wait for you at the starting point :)
your hand in mine♥
3:10:00 AM