I dunoe what else to do.. Or who i shld share ma probs wit too.. I guess this is the only place where i can let ma feelings out.. I feel so miserable..
I cant deny he's da best boifwen ive ever had.. Yes i swear he is. He gave mi evritin i wanted, put up wit ma nonsense and listen to wateva i sae or do wateva i asked him too.
Truth is, Im been playin hard to get as i dun have ma mum's blessing to be with him. Mum dun like me to be wit hym.. I've tried to accommodate to mum but it hurts mi alot..I cant stand it any longer!! Peepel, tell mi wat shld i freaking do?? I had chased him awae many tyms but he came back.. But dis tyme, he didnt.
I feel so lost w/o hym, i love hym much. But wat can i do? Its already too late. He's nowhere to be found. Dear, i noe you will not be readin dis, but if you are.. Dis is da veri truth ive been hiding from you. Im so sorry. Im not strong to face all dis all alone animore. Ive shld tell you earlier but i dun wana hurt yer feelings..
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Thursday, October 28, 2010

Hi.. Its been a long tyme i did a proper update..
Well, dis blog i tink.. Shld be betta off deleted..
Delete rather den bein left unused..
Or rather, OUTDATED..
Life's totally different since da dae Shah left.
Im bk to square one again..
Startg to get bk on ma feet & movin on..
Im lucky to have fwens who are owaes dere fer mi, owaes tryg hard to put a smile on ma face.
They're ma PILLAR of STRENGTH..
Thank you all.
I lurve & appreciate u guys alot.
Otea, im currently sellin 'grapes' at hm.
Not werkg. Haiz ~
Go skul, go bk straight.
Got plans, den outs.
No plans, stay hm.
No life.
Dbl haiz~~
WTF.
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